Monday, April 07, 2025
10:39:10 AM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
On 25th of March 2008,
i finally quit from the cafe i'm working at. hiu~ [embracing sense of freedom]*
but i doubt that i can be free to do stuff that i wanted to do cause most probably i'll be too busy trying to find myself a short course or something and to figure out what i truly want in life.
Anyway, found this interesting poem by Flora Chan the other day and it's titled as,
"Help Me"
Sometimes when I'm feeling lonely and blue,
you know, like there's no one out there that understand you,
I still smile and laugh so I won't spoil the party,
As if pretending to be happy I can fool my body,
But inside I want to scream with all my might,
"I can't do it anymore, please somebody show me the light!"
But I swallow my misery 'cause I don't want to be a burden,
Or maybe I'm to proud to show you I'm hurtin' ;
Or could it be for fear of you knowing my deepest secret,
Frankly I don't even know how to phrase it.
I just know my body feels like retiring;
My eyes are dry from crying; my soul is dead from trying.
And then on a day that was same as any other,
I see you standing at the door -- I finally saw, I finally bothered,
And I saw somebody I could all of a sudden trust,
Except in reality you had always been there without fuss,
You mean it's just a state of mind?
You had always been a friend for me to find?
So forgive me for not having the courage before to say,
"Please help me! Please listen, care, and pray."
I know now life too short; there's just no time to waste,
But it's never too late to pick up the pace,
And to reach out for somebody who's always been around;
By forgetting our pride our soul will be found.
so my friend, after reading this i hope you won't have any more trouble and hesitation in asking for help from your friends if need be. Good Luck.
cHrowLx over and out 8:34 AM
